Violet Eden is back in the newest volume of the Embrace series! If you love angels and paranormal romance, you need to get your hands on this series! Violet is a great character and I can't help but ļ»ælike her and want to read more about her. And Lincoln-he's just awesome! With kickbutt characters and lots of action, you don't want to miss out on this series.
I have a special short story in honor of Emblaze-the book releases on March 19th so hopefully this will hold you over until the release date. :) I also have a chance to win a copy of Emblaze for one lucky reader thanks to Sourcebooks Fire.
CLAUDIA ā FAMILY TIES BY JESSICA SHIRVINGTON
My feet tangled beneath me and I stumbled forwards, almost taking a full-on nosedive.
I couldnāt believe it!
I found my balance, hitched my backpack up and powered on.
I was going to be late, again, and Giuseppe was going to kill me.
No, worse, he was going to fire me.
Last time was āthe last time!ā heād said, shaking his finger at me, blowing the greying curls that fall over his eyes.
But I needed that job. I needed all of my jobs. So I kept running, knowing that by the time I arrived at the Pizzeria Iād be disgusting and sweaty, and in-desperate-need-of-deodorant. Plus, I was still in my Hades wait-staff uniform, another thing that never went down well. Working a full cycle of shifts at Hades and the opposite at Giuseppeās had me slogging from 9 a.m. to 1 a.m. seven days a week and constantly running from one side of the city to the other in the 30-minute-between-shifts gap.
I rounded the corner, almost there.
Giuseppe would forgive me. And if he started yelling, Iād just cry. That always worked. He was a tyrant, but the man couldnāt handle tears.
I pulled up short of the restaurant when I heard an all-too familiar whistle. Panting, I looked around until I spotted him. The second I saw my brother, Sean, my stomach churned. Something was wrong.
What now?
What more could possibly go wrong?
As if our lives didnāt suck enough already.
He was hidden beneath the shadow of a sunken doorway across the street. I put my hands on my hips and waited. If he wanted to talk to me he could damn well cross the road.
I could just about feel one of his heavy sighs from over the street. He was only three years older than me, but heād assumed the man-of-the-house role a while back and since then he acted as if he was twenty-two going on fifty.
āReal discreet, Claudia,ā he said harshly, pulling me by the arm to the side of the pavement. He was wearing his street clothes, which meant he hadnāt been working one of his legit jobs today. I tried not to notice.
āSean, whatever it is, I donāt have time. Iām late for work again. Giuseppe will give my job to one of his five million cousins if I donāt hurry up.ā
His expression softened. I wasnāt the only one who worked constantly. There was a time when all Sean did was chase his med degree and chase girls. He was so different back then, but those days were well and truly gone. Everyone thought heād have this amazing future, become some kind of medical savior. I guess in a way he had ā just not the way heād thought he would, and not the way that guaranteed any kind of bright future either. Sean was our familyās savior. After what Dad did ā¦ Sean kept us all going, kept us together and safe. He looked over his shoulder. He was scared.
More than usual.
I grabbed hold of his clammy hand. āWhat is it?ā
He shook his head, more to himself than me. āWe have to go, Claudeās. We have to pack up and leave.ā
āBut, but ā¦ we need more time! We donāt have the money yet!ā
āShh,ā he snapped, his eyes urgent as he looked up and down the street. āI have it. I pulled in a favor. Claudia, we have to finish this. Weāll give them the money after your shift tonight and then weāre out of here. All of us.ā
āWhy? I mean, if you have the money, wasnāt that the whole point? If we give it to them wonāt they leave us alone? This is supposed to be the final payment.ā Weād worked so hard for the last year. It had all been leading to this. Every single cent weād made had gone to them.
āTheyāll never leave us alone, Claudia. I ā¦ I donāt know what they are but they know things ā¦ and they can do things that normal people canāt. I ā¦ I saw one of them this afternoon ā¦ā he paled and grabbed me by the shoulders as if to steady himself. āI canāt even tell you, it was so horrible. I just know we have to go. We have to get Taylor and Mum away from this place.ā
I knew he was right. Deep down, Iād always known the men who Dad had been mixed up with before he died were not normal. I donāt know how, instinct I guess. Sean had always known too, even if we hadnāt wanted to admit it to one another. It was why weād being working so hard to pay off Dadās debt. Whatever gambling mess heād gotten himself into, it had ended up costing a lot more than simple interest. I knew I wasnāt the only one in my family who suspected his death wasnāt just a simple car accident. Sean and I had never told Mum about what his body looked like when weād gone to identify him. We never would.
I nodded.
āI can ask for my pay tonight. Here,ā I fumbled in my bag, pulling out my wallet. āI have my pay from Hades, too.ā
Sean sighed with relief as he took the money. My contribution was important, but Sean was the one who brought in the big bucks. Heād given up everything and I knew he couldnāt be doing anything good to bring in the kind of money he was. I wished I could hate my father for it. But he was a victim too.
āIām going to get us away from all this, Claudia. Weāll go somewhere else and start fresh. Weāll get Taylor into a good school. Youāll be able to go back to art school. Everything will be better.ā
I looked toward the pizza restaurant. I could hear Giuseppeās booming voice. āI better go.ā I threw my arms around my brother and he hugged me back briefly.
āI have to go organize a few things. Stay in the restaurant until I get back. Then weāll go give them the money and weāre gone.ā
I bit my lip nervously, but nodded. āBe careful, Sean.ā
He mustered a small smile. āDonāt tell anyone, okay. We have to just disappear.ā
He was looking around again, pulling his hoodie over his head. Whatever heād seen had more than frightened him.
āI know. I wonāt.ā
* * *
I watched the clock on the wall. Giuseppe yelled at me for twelve minutes, which was a long time even for him. I tried to turn on the waterworks but they didnāt come. I donāt know if it was because I was too petrified something might go wrong with Seanās plan or if I was too excited about the prospect of finally being free of Dadās unfortunate legacy.
Sean had known about Dadās gambling when he was alive. Apparently a few weeks before the accident Dad had broken down and told him he was in trouble ā that the people he owed money to were dangerous and would come after him. Sean had dropped out of university and started his first shift at a bar that night. I remember yelling at him the next day ā not knowing why heād done it ā calling him a deadbeat loser.
I went through the motions. Collecting dirty plates, loading them up on my already tired arms. At least working here, the customers didnāt get too drunk or handsy. Some nights after a shift at Hades my overly pinched ass was the sorest part of all. Here, I just had to put up with being yelled at by Giuseppe and Mario and Antonio and, well, there were a lot of them, for six hours. At least this would be my last six hours of that.
I took a deep breath while making my way to the next table, topping up their wine. Everything was about to change. If Sean and I could just pull this off, if we could get Mom and Taylor packed up tonight, by tomorrow ā¦ by tomorrow we could be starting our new life. I could get another job and actually use the money for something I wanted. I knew the first thing Iād buy ā after a haircut. Paint.
āPizza, Claudia!ā Mario yelled at me, from behind the wood-fired oven.
I collected the three scorching hot pizzas, which meant one was, resting against my wrist, but I was used to it. Iād been working there for over a year, my arms had burn scars that I was sure would never go away. I delivered the pizzas and noticed new customers seated in the dinky corner. We were obviously full ā it was always the last table to go.
I headed over, recognizing one of the diners. Violet Eden and I had gone to the same school, but Iād been ahead of her and apart from the one community art course, we rarely crossed paths. But now this was twice in a few weeks. Weird how that can happen ā as if someone is suddenly supposed to be in your life for some reason.
She was looking at me, panic drawn all over her face. Last time I saw her she was at Hades with some hottie, getting drunk on the sly. Nothing I hadnāt done a couple of years back ā half her luck. Anyway, sheād forgotten my name. Itās so easy to tell when people do that ā maybe because it happened to me all the time, all they see is my bright red hair. Taking those last few steps. I twisted a little so my name badge would be in her line of sight and as I stopped in front of her table I flicked my hair back giving her full view. I could tell the moment her eyes latched on to the golden nametag by the relief flooding her features.
āHey, Violet,ā I said.
āHey, Claudia. So this is the other place you work at,ā Violet said, recalling our last conversation. At least sheād remembered that.
āYeah, unfortunately.ā I smiled but something about her was off. She was tense, sitting high in her chair, holding the menu with an almost desperate grip. I thought she looked a little frightened. I leaned towards her, about to ask if she was okay, before stopping myself. I barely knew her, and I was about to know her a whole lot less once this city was in our rearview mirror. So instead, I decided on something more neutral. āShitty tips and crap boss, but it works,ā I said with a shrug, using the movement to step back a little.
Violet smiled awkwardly, looking between her dinner partner and me. I looked at him for the first time and almost fainted right there.
āClaudia, this is Phoenix,ā she said, kind of leaving things there, up in the air. I wasnāt much help. I was speechless. He was beautiful. I mean, not hottie like ā he was utterly, earth-shatteringly and painfully beautiful.
Did people like this actually exist?
He had this presence around him, some kind of humming vibration coming off him and I ā¦ Oh. My. God. I just wanted to dive in, lose myself in it.
He didnāt even look at me but it didnāt matter. I felt as if he knew exactly what I was thinking. I stared. I wasnāt usually brazen with guys and especially not ones who looked like that ā¦ but I couldnāt look away, couldnāt bear to take my eyes from him, even if all he was doing was staring at his menu, completely disinterested in me.
āPleasure,ā he said, now looking over his menu to Violet.
But when he spoke something happened; a feeling foreign but not, came over me as if it wasnāt mine but had being molded from me somehow. A sureness ā¦ that Sean had been right. We needed to leave this city, get as far away from here as possible. Strangest of all, I knew the light-bulb moment had something to do with the guy sitting at the table, Phoenix.
I swayed, overwhelmed, and had to brace a hand on their table.
Violet was watching me strangely. Fair enough, I was macking on her dinner date. How did she suddenly have all these adorable guys around her?
āHi,ā I said, trying to recover, looking at Phoenix. āCan I take your order?ā
Violet cleared her throat. āIāll have the Diavola pizza, thanks.ā
I saw Phoenix smirk. He was looking at her so intently. She had her eyes cast down, avoiding his. I almost reached out and slapped her. It wasnāt just that Iād been unlucky in love with a string of guys that fit into the live-and-learn category of life, it was that with everything my life had ā or rather had not ā turned into, to have one person look at me the way he was looking at her just for one moment. I couldnāt imagine a more heavenly thing.
Phoenix glanced my way briefly. āThe same, and a glass of the Cabernet,ā he said dismissively.
I nodded, writing it down, trying to process the overpowering influx of emotion I was experiencing. Yet again, I was so sure all of a sudden that I had to leave ā had to get away.
I staggered away from the table, desperately needing to get away from them, but half wanting to grab a hold of Phoenix and beg him to take me away. But with each step my mind seemed to clear. I had no idea what was going on, but the feelings that had started to stir when Iād been near that guy stayed. The weirdest thing of all was that, I felt as if Phoenix had been trying to help me. I shook my head at myself. Crazy. He didnāt even know me.
I went to the bathroom to pull myself together. Whatever had just happened, it didnāt matter. We were leaving. Everything would be okay. I splashed water on my face and reloaded the toilet-paper holders before heading back out to the busy restaurant, grabbing empty glasses from tables as I passed. That was Giuseppeās rule, ānever waste a walk anywhere; you go to the kitchen, bring something with you! You leave the kitchen, you take something out!ā
āPizza! Claudia!ā Mario yelled. I grabbed the pizzas and got back to my tables, avoiding Violet and her friend. When I spotted Giuseppe I even got up the gall to ask him for my pay at the end of the shift.
He spat out a string of words in Italian and marched off. I smiled. For Giuseppe, that meant yes. I actually felt bad that I would have to leave without saying goodbye. Maybe Sean would let me write Giuseppe a letter once we were settled.
āPizza! Claudia!ā Mario yelled, again from behind the wood-fired oven. I made my way over to the two waiting Diavolaās. Violetās order.
I dropped the dishes on their table quickly, trying not to look at Phoenix. Now that Iād managed to get my head straight, I didnāt want to risk it all muddling up again ā and I didnāt want to do something stupid like throw myself at him right in front of Violet. For some reason I couldnāt trust myself around that guy so I concentrated on my other tables, hoping that I might be able to make some extra tips.
When the peak-time slam settled down, I offered to go out back and start on clean up. It was usually the job everyone avoided, but I wanted to do something nice for Giuseppe and it meant I could daydream about where Sean and I would take the family.
Taylor would be so excited. She hated her school. Weād had to move her into a public school six months ago because we couldnāt cover the private tuition fees. She didnāt complain but the new school didnāt have a music department and Iād heard her crying every night for the first few weeks. Taylor had an amazing voice ā Iād never heard an eight-year-old like her. And she loved choir. There was something about her ā she was good. Sean and I both knew it ā of all of us Taylor was the best. She would do something amazing with her life. Make a difference. And Sean and I would do anything to protect her so she could.
I started wiping down the prep benches and putting away ingredients in the cool room. I wouldnāt care if I never ate a pizza again in my whole life. Pizza and the occasional pick up from the kitchen at Hades had been the basis of all our family meals for the past year. There is only so much pepperoni one person can take.
I hummed to myself as I worked. This was it. Everything would be better once we were gone. Weād done the best we could, paid off Dadās debt and now it was time to get on with our lives. Maybe Sean would go back to med school. Maybe Mum would be happy again and let go of some of her guilt. I think she knew what Sean and I had to do to keep us safe ā she just couldnāt bear to talk to us about it. Mum was an Irish woman and her pride had been stripped away, but with this new start ā¦
I tied the rubbish bags and used my back to push open the alley door that led out to the bins. Caught up in the disgustingness of my shoes sticking to the dirty ground, I didnāt even look behind me and backed right into what felt like a brick wall. A very human-shaped brick wall, that is.
I dropped the rubbish and tried to spin around, but I barely made any progress before an arm closed around my neck and started dragging me into the darkness of the alley while I gasped, watching the kitchen door slam shut.
Beyond the sounds of my scuffling feet and strangled whimpers I could hear the noises of the world around me ā the traffic, the hustle, the buzz of distant voices in the air. But they were so far away. Already I feared I would never again be a part of those noises coming from the end of the alley ā the sounds of life.
I screamed, struggling to get away from the person dragging me into the darkness. But he was so strong, it barely seemed an effort for him to counter my attempts until, all of a sudden, he dropped his hold on me so fast I fell to the ground. Too sacred to look around and face my captor, I scrambled on hands and knees, my sights fixed on the kitchen door. If I could just get inside ā¦
But he grabbed the back of my shirt and pulled so hard the fabric ripped apart.
I heard a growl. I froze. Whatever feral noise that was, it was not anything human. Did he have an animal with him? Before I could stop myself I spun around in a crouch to see him and terror Iād never believed existed encased me.
He was incredibly tall and eerily thin, except for his shoulders which seemed to be twice the width of him. He sneered at me wickedly, as if enjoying my fear and ran an eager hand through his bright white hair that stood out like a beacon on his otherwise black outfit.
āYou should not have tried to leave. You belong to us.ā
Oh God, help me!
I desperately looked down the end of the alley.
āNo, no,ā I stammered. āWe ā¦ we have your money. My brother will be here any second. We have all of your money!ā
He watched me with hungry eyes that had me trying to shuffle back.
āYour brother needs to be taught a lesson. Youāre it.ā
He was going to kill me. Sean would come to get me in an hour and heād find me dead. I didnāt want to die.
āPlease!ā I panted between fear-filled gulps. āPlease, weāll do anything. Weāll get you more money.ā
āShouldāve thought of that before.ā He shrugged. āBut they donāt send me to negotiate,ā he growled.
I backed up until I hit the wall, sobbing and let out a final scream.
The man moved fast, inhumanly fast, grabbing me by the hair, pulling me to my feet.
All I could think about was Taylor. I prayed that she would at least go on. That Sean would find a way to keep her safe ā I knew he would.
The tall blond winked as his hand moved back. He was going to beat me to death and by the look in his eyes ā he was planning to take his time.
But just before his hand should have collided with my face, he stopped, his arm dropping and his attention drawn to the end of the alley.
I strained under his tight grip to see what he was looking at. Someone was walking towards us.
I started to scream again, a high-pitched desperate holler for life.
The man yanked me savagely, twisting me so my back was to him and his arm, once again, was around my neck.
When the person coming down the alley was only meters away I saw who it was.
Phoenix.
Violetās friend.
But he looked different. Stone faced his cold eyes were fixed on the man holding me. Suddenly, I didnāt know if things had just improved for me or not.
āThis is not your business,ā the man holding me said menacingly.
Phoenix shrugged like he didnāt have a care in the world. He didnāt look frightened at all. āJust made it mine, Cherub,ā he said the last word with venom.
āSheās our property,ā the man snarled.
Phoenix didnāt respond. I wondered if he was considering just walking away. If he did, I was dead.
Footsteps pounded down the ally and another figure came into view.
āViolet!ā I screamed before I could think. āVIOLET! HELP ME!ā
The man yanked my head back, his grasp on my neck tightening while his other hand clamped down over my mouth.
I kept my desperate eyes on Violet.
Oh God. Iād just brought her into all of this. What had I done? She couldnāt help me, how could she? She was just a girl, younger than me. She was watching on, petrified. If I had another chance Iād yell at her to run.
Phoenix whispered something harshly at her but then he turned back to us, a different type of resolve now on his face as he positioned himself between Violet and us.
āRelease her,ā he said, his voice quietly rebounding off the alley walls threateningly.
I felt the man back up half a step and he did something to me. It felt as if thick syrup was poured over my body, inside and out, covering all of me and then hardening, like glass. Impenetrable glass. And I was locked within.
He threw me down, my head smacking into the concrete and looked at me with absolute hatred as he commanded, āKneel before me.ā
I couldnāt stop myself. I wanted to kneel for him even though deep down I was still there, was still petrified, he owned me. I had to do as he commanded.
I crawled to his feet, blood dripping from my head onto my hands and I knelt.
āBeg me to take your life,ā he spat at me.
My mind fought feebly. Sean was supposed to come for me. Was this the price I would pay for dreaming? Would this be the price Sean would pay, too? My heart pounded with fear as the tall manās image morphed into something terrifyingly creature-like. I considered I might already be dead and in some kind of hell. Either way, I was in absolutely no doubt, I must do as I was told.
āKill me. P-p-please,ā I stuttered, tears streaming down my face.
āNo! Let her go!ā I heard Violet scream. But it was all too far away now. āClaudia! Claudia, run!ā She may as well have suggested I fly. Did she not see the terrible things surrounding me?
The man pulled me up, spinning me to face Violet and Phoenix and put a hand flat on either side of my face, holding me still.
āIf you want her, come and get her,ā he challenged, adding another word at the end I did not know; āGrigori.ā
He lifted me into the air, holding me out toward them.
Pain registered distantly. People were not supposed to be held mid air by their heads, but I just dangled, completely disconnected, locked away in my glass prison.
I knew what he was going to do. As if he had somehow whispered it tauntingly in my ear.
Violet launched herself toward me, panic-stricken but brave, eyes on mine, arms outstretched. She knew too.
And then, I saw Phoenix. As if heād somehow forced me to look in his direction and instantly ā¦ everything, all the pain, the fear, even the feelings of entrapment vanished. I was me and I was not afraid.
I was at peace.
Sean had known about Dadās gambling when he was alive. Apparently a few weeks before the accident Dad had broken down and told him he was in trouble ā that the people he owed money to were dangerous and would come after him. Sean had dropped out of university and started his first shift at a bar that night. I remember yelling at him the next day ā not knowing why heād done it ā calling him a deadbeat loser.
I went through the motions. Collecting dirty plates, loading them up on my already tired arms. At least working here, the customers didnāt get too drunk or handsy. Some nights after a shift at Hades my overly pinched ass was the sorest part of all. Here, I just had to put up with being yelled at by Giuseppe and Mario and Antonio and, well, there were a lot of them, for six hours. At least this would be my last six hours of that.
I took a deep breath while making my way to the next table, topping up their wine. Everything was about to change. If Sean and I could just pull this off, if we could get Mom and Taylor packed up tonight, by tomorrow ā¦ by tomorrow we could be starting our new life. I could get another job and actually use the money for something I wanted. I knew the first thing Iād buy ā after a haircut. Paint.
āPizza, Claudia!ā Mario yelled at me, from behind the wood-fired oven.
I collected the three scorching hot pizzas, which meant one was, resting against my wrist, but I was used to it. Iād been working there for over a year, my arms had burn scars that I was sure would never go away. I delivered the pizzas and noticed new customers seated in the dinky corner. We were obviously full ā it was always the last table to go.
I headed over, recognizing one of the diners. Violet Eden and I had gone to the same school, but Iād been ahead of her and apart from the one community art course, we rarely crossed paths. But now this was twice in a few weeks. Weird how that can happen ā as if someone is suddenly supposed to be in your life for some reason.
She was looking at me, panic drawn all over her face. Last time I saw her she was at Hades with some hottie, getting drunk on the sly. Nothing I hadnāt done a couple of years back ā half her luck. Anyway, sheād forgotten my name. Itās so easy to tell when people do that ā maybe because it happened to me all the time, all they see is my bright red hair. Taking those last few steps. I twisted a little so my name badge would be in her line of sight and as I stopped in front of her table I flicked my hair back giving her full view. I could tell the moment her eyes latched on to the golden nametag by the relief flooding her features.
āHey, Violet,ā I said.
āHey, Claudia. So this is the other place you work at,ā Violet said, recalling our last conversation. At least sheād remembered that.
āYeah, unfortunately.ā I smiled but something about her was off. She was tense, sitting high in her chair, holding the menu with an almost desperate grip. I thought she looked a little frightened. I leaned towards her, about to ask if she was okay, before stopping myself. I barely knew her, and I was about to know her a whole lot less once this city was in our rearview mirror. So instead, I decided on something more neutral. āShitty tips and crap boss, but it works,ā I said with a shrug, using the movement to step back a little.
Violet smiled awkwardly, looking between her dinner partner and me. I looked at him for the first time and almost fainted right there.
āClaudia, this is Phoenix,ā she said, kind of leaving things there, up in the air. I wasnāt much help. I was speechless. He was beautiful. I mean, not hottie like ā he was utterly, earth-shatteringly and painfully beautiful.
Did people like this actually exist?
He had this presence around him, some kind of humming vibration coming off him and I ā¦ Oh. My. God. I just wanted to dive in, lose myself in it.
He didnāt even look at me but it didnāt matter. I felt as if he knew exactly what I was thinking. I stared. I wasnāt usually brazen with guys and especially not ones who looked like that ā¦ but I couldnāt look away, couldnāt bear to take my eyes from him, even if all he was doing was staring at his menu, completely disinterested in me.
āPleasure,ā he said, now looking over his menu to Violet.
But when he spoke something happened; a feeling foreign but not, came over me as if it wasnāt mine but had being molded from me somehow. A sureness ā¦ that Sean had been right. We needed to leave this city, get as far away from here as possible. Strangest of all, I knew the light-bulb moment had something to do with the guy sitting at the table, Phoenix.
I swayed, overwhelmed, and had to brace a hand on their table.
Violet was watching me strangely. Fair enough, I was macking on her dinner date. How did she suddenly have all these adorable guys around her?
āHi,ā I said, trying to recover, looking at Phoenix. āCan I take your order?ā
Violet cleared her throat. āIāll have the Diavola pizza, thanks.ā
I saw Phoenix smirk. He was looking at her so intently. She had her eyes cast down, avoiding his. I almost reached out and slapped her. It wasnāt just that Iād been unlucky in love with a string of guys that fit into the live-and-learn category of life, it was that with everything my life had ā or rather had not ā turned into, to have one person look at me the way he was looking at her just for one moment. I couldnāt imagine a more heavenly thing.
Phoenix glanced my way briefly. āThe same, and a glass of the Cabernet,ā he said dismissively.
I nodded, writing it down, trying to process the overpowering influx of emotion I was experiencing. Yet again, I was so sure all of a sudden that I had to leave ā had to get away.
I staggered away from the table, desperately needing to get away from them, but half wanting to grab a hold of Phoenix and beg him to take me away. But with each step my mind seemed to clear. I had no idea what was going on, but the feelings that had started to stir when Iād been near that guy stayed. The weirdest thing of all was that, I felt as if Phoenix had been trying to help me. I shook my head at myself. Crazy. He didnāt even know me.
I went to the bathroom to pull myself together. Whatever had just happened, it didnāt matter. We were leaving. Everything would be okay. I splashed water on my face and reloaded the toilet-paper holders before heading back out to the busy restaurant, grabbing empty glasses from tables as I passed. That was Giuseppeās rule, ānever waste a walk anywhere; you go to the kitchen, bring something with you! You leave the kitchen, you take something out!ā
āPizza! Claudia!ā Mario yelled. I grabbed the pizzas and got back to my tables, avoiding Violet and her friend. When I spotted Giuseppe I even got up the gall to ask him for my pay at the end of the shift.
He spat out a string of words in Italian and marched off. I smiled. For Giuseppe, that meant yes. I actually felt bad that I would have to leave without saying goodbye. Maybe Sean would let me write Giuseppe a letter once we were settled.
āPizza! Claudia!ā Mario yelled, again from behind the wood-fired oven. I made my way over to the two waiting Diavolaās. Violetās order.
I dropped the dishes on their table quickly, trying not to look at Phoenix. Now that Iād managed to get my head straight, I didnāt want to risk it all muddling up again ā and I didnāt want to do something stupid like throw myself at him right in front of Violet. For some reason I couldnāt trust myself around that guy so I concentrated on my other tables, hoping that I might be able to make some extra tips.
When the peak-time slam settled down, I offered to go out back and start on clean up. It was usually the job everyone avoided, but I wanted to do something nice for Giuseppe and it meant I could daydream about where Sean and I would take the family.
Taylor would be so excited. She hated her school. Weād had to move her into a public school six months ago because we couldnāt cover the private tuition fees. She didnāt complain but the new school didnāt have a music department and Iād heard her crying every night for the first few weeks. Taylor had an amazing voice ā Iād never heard an eight-year-old like her. And she loved choir. There was something about her ā she was good. Sean and I both knew it ā of all of us Taylor was the best. She would do something amazing with her life. Make a difference. And Sean and I would do anything to protect her so she could.
I started wiping down the prep benches and putting away ingredients in the cool room. I wouldnāt care if I never ate a pizza again in my whole life. Pizza and the occasional pick up from the kitchen at Hades had been the basis of all our family meals for the past year. There is only so much pepperoni one person can take.
I hummed to myself as I worked. This was it. Everything would be better once we were gone. Weād done the best we could, paid off Dadās debt and now it was time to get on with our lives. Maybe Sean would go back to med school. Maybe Mum would be happy again and let go of some of her guilt. I think she knew what Sean and I had to do to keep us safe ā she just couldnāt bear to talk to us about it. Mum was an Irish woman and her pride had been stripped away, but with this new start ā¦
I tied the rubbish bags and used my back to push open the alley door that led out to the bins. Caught up in the disgustingness of my shoes sticking to the dirty ground, I didnāt even look behind me and backed right into what felt like a brick wall. A very human-shaped brick wall, that is.
I dropped the rubbish and tried to spin around, but I barely made any progress before an arm closed around my neck and started dragging me into the darkness of the alley while I gasped, watching the kitchen door slam shut.
Beyond the sounds of my scuffling feet and strangled whimpers I could hear the noises of the world around me ā the traffic, the hustle, the buzz of distant voices in the air. But they were so far away. Already I feared I would never again be a part of those noises coming from the end of the alley ā the sounds of life.
I screamed, struggling to get away from the person dragging me into the darkness. But he was so strong, it barely seemed an effort for him to counter my attempts until, all of a sudden, he dropped his hold on me so fast I fell to the ground. Too sacred to look around and face my captor, I scrambled on hands and knees, my sights fixed on the kitchen door. If I could just get inside ā¦
But he grabbed the back of my shirt and pulled so hard the fabric ripped apart.
I heard a growl. I froze. Whatever feral noise that was, it was not anything human. Did he have an animal with him? Before I could stop myself I spun around in a crouch to see him and terror Iād never believed existed encased me.
He was incredibly tall and eerily thin, except for his shoulders which seemed to be twice the width of him. He sneered at me wickedly, as if enjoying my fear and ran an eager hand through his bright white hair that stood out like a beacon on his otherwise black outfit.
āYou should not have tried to leave. You belong to us.ā
Oh God, help me!
I desperately looked down the end of the alley.
āNo, no,ā I stammered. āWe ā¦ we have your money. My brother will be here any second. We have all of your money!ā
He watched me with hungry eyes that had me trying to shuffle back.
āYour brother needs to be taught a lesson. Youāre it.ā
He was going to kill me. Sean would come to get me in an hour and heād find me dead. I didnāt want to die.
āPlease!ā I panted between fear-filled gulps. āPlease, weāll do anything. Weāll get you more money.ā
āShouldāve thought of that before.ā He shrugged. āBut they donāt send me to negotiate,ā he growled.
I backed up until I hit the wall, sobbing and let out a final scream.
The man moved fast, inhumanly fast, grabbing me by the hair, pulling me to my feet.
All I could think about was Taylor. I prayed that she would at least go on. That Sean would find a way to keep her safe ā I knew he would.
The tall blond winked as his hand moved back. He was going to beat me to death and by the look in his eyes ā he was planning to take his time.
But just before his hand should have collided with my face, he stopped, his arm dropping and his attention drawn to the end of the alley.
I strained under his tight grip to see what he was looking at. Someone was walking towards us.
I started to scream again, a high-pitched desperate holler for life.
The man yanked me savagely, twisting me so my back was to him and his arm, once again, was around my neck.
When the person coming down the alley was only meters away I saw who it was.
Phoenix.
Violetās friend.
But he looked different. Stone faced his cold eyes were fixed on the man holding me. Suddenly, I didnāt know if things had just improved for me or not.
āThis is not your business,ā the man holding me said menacingly.
Phoenix shrugged like he didnāt have a care in the world. He didnāt look frightened at all. āJust made it mine, Cherub,ā he said the last word with venom.
āSheās our property,ā the man snarled.
Phoenix didnāt respond. I wondered if he was considering just walking away. If he did, I was dead.
Footsteps pounded down the ally and another figure came into view.
āViolet!ā I screamed before I could think. āVIOLET! HELP ME!ā
The man yanked my head back, his grasp on my neck tightening while his other hand clamped down over my mouth.
I kept my desperate eyes on Violet.
Oh God. Iād just brought her into all of this. What had I done? She couldnāt help me, how could she? She was just a girl, younger than me. She was watching on, petrified. If I had another chance Iād yell at her to run.
Phoenix whispered something harshly at her but then he turned back to us, a different type of resolve now on his face as he positioned himself between Violet and us.
āRelease her,ā he said, his voice quietly rebounding off the alley walls threateningly.
I felt the man back up half a step and he did something to me. It felt as if thick syrup was poured over my body, inside and out, covering all of me and then hardening, like glass. Impenetrable glass. And I was locked within.
He threw me down, my head smacking into the concrete and looked at me with absolute hatred as he commanded, āKneel before me.ā
I couldnāt stop myself. I wanted to kneel for him even though deep down I was still there, was still petrified, he owned me. I had to do as he commanded.
I crawled to his feet, blood dripping from my head onto my hands and I knelt.
āBeg me to take your life,ā he spat at me.
My mind fought feebly. Sean was supposed to come for me. Was this the price I would pay for dreaming? Would this be the price Sean would pay, too? My heart pounded with fear as the tall manās image morphed into something terrifyingly creature-like. I considered I might already be dead and in some kind of hell. Either way, I was in absolutely no doubt, I must do as I was told.
āKill me. P-p-please,ā I stuttered, tears streaming down my face.
āNo! Let her go!ā I heard Violet scream. But it was all too far away now. āClaudia! Claudia, run!ā She may as well have suggested I fly. Did she not see the terrible things surrounding me?
The man pulled me up, spinning me to face Violet and Phoenix and put a hand flat on either side of my face, holding me still.
āIf you want her, come and get her,ā he challenged, adding another word at the end I did not know; āGrigori.ā
He lifted me into the air, holding me out toward them.
Pain registered distantly. People were not supposed to be held mid air by their heads, but I just dangled, completely disconnected, locked away in my glass prison.
I knew what he was going to do. As if he had somehow whispered it tauntingly in my ear.
Violet launched herself toward me, panic-stricken but brave, eyes on mine, arms outstretched. She knew too.
And then, I saw Phoenix. As if heād somehow forced me to look in his direction and instantly ā¦ everything, all the pain, the fear, even the feelings of entrapment vanished. I was me and I was not afraid.
I was at peace.
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